Just a Kid

2010-07-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

Got dengue for 2 weeks. Fell sick last wed and it lasted till now! When tts, did blood test and all and still on mc till next wed. But that's not the worst part. Being all weak and unable to get out of bed cuz i might have uncontrollable bleeding is the worse. cant imagine how come a little mosquito can do to you.

2010-07-16T21:43:00.001+08:00

2010-03-23T02:45:00.002+08:00

This world is not a fairy tale. This world isnt always a happy place to be in. The humans inhabiting this world are no prince charming or some fairy god mother or another other pure hearted people. In this world, there are good and of course ugly people. There are people that will go all out to aid us or to go all out to harm us and that is the fact that we must accept. There are good people everywhere but there are bad and ugly people everywhere too.

We find these people everywhere, on the streets, in school, in the army, in work or even at home. There are people in this world that will peep into your phonebook to get your client's no. to steal them from you. There are people that impose several duties and task on you when there are others that they could spread the work out on. There are people that ruins others' life and feel no guilt.

It is sad to see people becoming victims of such acts, acts which I see no meaning to. Why do some people do harmful things on others? Is it for vengence? For your own benefit and gains or what? I dont know really.

Wanna talk about love. I dont know if i should talk about this in the first place though cuz im just a 19 year old kid and dont think im 100% ready and sure of what im gonna talk about.

Personally, i feel that for a guy and girl to stay tgt as a couple is difficult. Frankly speaking, it's difficult. There are so many things that are able to cause a break up and it could be simple things like money, work, family, lack of trust, religion, lack of committment, health, disablities, accidents, even friends. It can take years to build a strong relationship but it only takes a minute, a sentence, a virus to end one. And definitely, the thought of losing a love one is painful. The thought of how i first broke up a few years back is still painful and i can still remember the tears i shed in the past. It was painful.

But eventually i managed to get back up on my two feets and carry on. Thanks to people like caixin and liwen who motivated me though those tough times. Why look at just a tree when you got the entire forest. One can always catch a new fish if one loses the previous.

Love is a powerful thing in this world. It can cause crimes and suicides, etc. Love also makes us unique. Not many animals know how to love. That is why we must learn to love the people around us, especially our family.

Speaking of which, Family. One of the three most important things in life. The importance of a family cannot be stressed. Whether its your mum or dad, or your gf bf, brother or sister, aunt or uncle. Why family and not friends? The reason is blunt but true. Family is there forever, but friends wont last. After reading a book, tipping point, i realised something very true. Friends are only made when we are involved in the same activity. We only make friends because we share the same activity. For 4 years i may know this person well because of football, i might not even talk to him ever again when we go on our separate ways. I could be your friend now, but 30 years later, We may just be strangers and that is the fact. This is because of the proven fact that having close friends is tiring and time consuming. It is difficult to have up to 150 close friends because of all the committment you must put in. That is why family is so important. They will always be there unlike friends we made in school.

PS: of course there will definitely be brillant friends that we'll make along the course of our life and i feel we shld treat them as family too.

2010-03-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

Didnt attend any open house this weekend. Wanted to go for NTU open house but since nick and yp dont want so i didnt go too, stayed home instead.

Been thinking of how cool it would be to stay in hall hahha. Everything all OTOT. Wake up in the early morning at around 6,30am to run for 30mins, then hit the showers before going for class, head to the library to continue studies after school. After that will head for dinner with hall mate and return back to library if it's still open to continue my studies. Head back to hall around 9pm to shower and call and talk to liwen for about 1.5hours, then do reading till about 12,30 lights out sleep. An idea day in the Uni lol, but confirm wont happen la, since there'll be lan, soccer and cca, etc going on hahahah.

Just got myself a red portable 500gig external hardisk, used up 20% or so alrdy. At least my labtop has got some free space.

Tml is Dad's birthday, but postphoned to next sunday. Next Sat is my Grandma birthday. Two consecutive days of cake lol. Going Universal studios tml! Whee, hahah and red wine sucks man, so sour..

2010-03-07T23:12:00.004+08:00

Looked at some uni courses, came up with a few that im interested in:

environment engineering (ntu)
chem and biomolecular (ntu)
chem and biochem (ntu)
mathematical science (ntu)
chem engineering (nus)
engineering science (nus)
science (nus)
teaching? hmmm...

Yea, dont think i can get into NUS's chem engineering though, cuz need straight As, but will try lol. Admission into NUS seems tough, so entering NTU would be easier for me. Mostly engineering cuz my Gp T.T hahhaha

Shld i try out teaching? Will i be a good teacher? Teaching someone feels good actually haha, but for some reason something is holding me back.. Wonder what lol.

2010-03-06T02:06:00.004+08:00

Back to post again. Today is our one year anniversary! Love you so much dear although we arn't in the right mood for any celebration. Reason is mainly due to the release of the GCE A level results.

Friday, 5th of March was the date of release and it was just hours ago. Saw my name on the screen, well that was something i aimed up, but somehow my heart cracked. Strangely, everyone was cheering and happy that their names were up there, but I was hardly impressed with mine. I wanted higher, but well at that moment had to accept the fact. At least it stopped my heart from throbbing like there was a heart attack, haha. So I prayed that my results were consistent, hopefully not much fluctuations. CK, OKS, Rae, Winson and Andy names appeared on the screen, wow, extra congrats to all of you, two thumbs up! Haha.

Eventually, exited the hall and went to the concourse to collect our result slip. I got back mine, dank, E for gp, utterly disappointed with it. Tried so hard and all I got was an E which will pull all my other grades down. Liwen got her results back too, and she cried, ya I noticed all along okay. I just feel that you need some air first, so I didnt approach you immediately. Hope you feel alot better now while you're snoring lol. The rest got back their results too, some rejoice, some emo. Quite a sad day overall, well what can I expect?

Okay, time to get over it man. Congrats to those that improved and those that scored well and those that are satisfied with your results, I wish you all the best in getting into a course which you're interested in.

To those that didnt do so well or those emo-ing right now, dont give up people! Don't know how many people know of this or how many remember la, my pw group did a proj associated about David Lim, a Singaporean mountain climber. Search him up and read up on his life's story. I think David Lim is a perfect role model of someone who fails at first but picked himself up again and moved on in life.

David Lim was the leader of the 1998 Mt Everest expedition team, was the team managed to conquer Everest. But a week upon his return to singapore, he was diagnosed with GBS. It's some kind of illness that made him paralysed limbs down and have breathing problem. He had a close brush with death, but he survived, only to be met with greater obstacles. Now he couldnt write properly, he cant even dress himself well. I think we all know how embarrassing and gruelling it was for him back then. How will we feel if we're so helpless that we even need assisstances in dressing ourselves? So David Lim managed to recover, but not fully i think. But the recovery wasnt easy of course, he went through rehabs. If I remember correctly, he once wrote about how difficult it was for him to how an ordinary cup. But he never lost sight of what he wanted, which was to return to mountain climbing. So from a once paralysed man, he worked himself up through intensive training to get himself back onto the team. He eventually attempted to scale Everest again, but I think he had to give it up when he was like 90% there for some reason which I dont know lol.

So you see, I feel the completing of our A levels is similar to David Lim's conquerring of Everest and maybe the results that we got back was as pain as the GBS he contracted. So we're now 'paralysed' but we can still pick ourselves up right? It aint there end yet. If a disease can take away a man's mobility and he still manage to overcome it and scale Everest again, then what is set back in A levels compared to that GBS?

Cry the night away, moan till the sun rises for all want. But eventually you still need to move on cuz no one's gonna wait for you. So best that we just stand up, plan things out and continue with life while it last! No point crying for 10 years cuz it wont bring home a single bowl of rice.

The three most important things in life: Family and friends, Heath and your Work life. We can screw anything up, including the A levels, just not these three.

PS: pardon me for any bad eng, too lazy to check.

2010-02-24T22:37:00.003+08:00

Chinese new year is over, and i finally counted my ang pao $$ last night haha, was too lazy to count last week.

No gambling this year as it's one of my new year resolution, so i didnt lose a single cent this year haha.

Went liwen house two days ago to pass her some movies, had lunch at her place. We ate noodles in the working pan itself, cool. After that, she went out with her tics friends while i head home to do my work.

Talking about work, it sure is boring, cant stand admin jobs, i have not even clocked my 100hrs and im sick of it already, haha. But what to do, need something to kill time.

Watched 2012, drag me to hell, ninja assassin and other movies. But i love drag me to hell man, very freaky, can make my hair stand lol.

Nervous abt the release of A levels result =X

2010-01-31T23:50:00.001+08:00

Oh, liwen, i like your hair (;

2010-01-31T23:44:00.002+08:00

Not much this weekend. On Thursday, work ended slightly early, so i went for a run with cx. Had a terrible stomachache, so terrible that i had a make a pit stop at a petrol kiosk station lol. So almost an unforgettable experience.

Friday went out with liwen to watch legion, not so nice though. Had lunch at Billy Jones i think, and we saw janice, sylvia and valerie. Legion wasnt impressive though, but there was gore. So personally, it's a one time watch only.

Recently dl-ed transformer 2, it was way cool man! Haha. Also got myself a white adidas shorts for $35, wanted to get a dry fit shirt but it was like $76?! No thanks.

Red Devils against the Gunners later, sweet.

2010-01-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

Fell sick last Sunday, i think i caught a cold. Took me longer than expected to recover though. Even till today im still having coughs and a sore throat, what a pain in the ass.

Anyway, on a happier note, i found a job :D
Currently working under ERA as admin assistance, lol. Pay is reasonable, at $6/HR, but after 100hrs, it'll increase to $7/HR whee. That's in a month time.

Job's kinda cool, dull at times but it's new, can learn new stuff. I've gotta do cross referencing of infomations, sourcing, call clients, etc, etc and my aunt says if im doing fine, i could even go meet clients go see their new estate, cool (:

Free game online! It's like CS but with all sorts of weapons. Might need to dl the file, but it's quick. Link is below, check it out (;

www.quakelive.com

2010-01-12T23:15:00.003+08:00

just downloaded fifa 10 and got pes 10 from rid, thanks man. quite fun bah.

had sec track gathering last sat at miss koh. she's 9mnth alrdy. hope you'll have a hamesome boy like me :D

1000 piece puzzle like smthing wrong, got all the edges, but cant fit them in. this is difficult.

haven seen liwen for a while, i miss you..

2010-01-07T02:12:00.004+08:00

Haha, pokemon

This guy is good http://www.youtube.com/user/Iwillbot

2010-01-02T01:39:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year everyone! This year, my new year resolution would be to not eat any shark fin related dishes, in hope to save this marine animal from extinction. (: lol

On new years eve went out with liwen, hoping to get ourselves a pair of havanas. But sadly, none of the sizes matches liwen's, so we dropped the idea. Really wanted to buy a pair though, cuz the older one is ready to enter the bin and i kinda liked the green and white pair. Next time bah.

Went to Tiong Bahru next to watch Sherlock Holmes. It was a great movie. The plot was awesome and there were plenty of actions, really loved it. Wanna catch 'The spy next door', 'Legion' and 'Percy Jackson & the Olympians: The lightening theif'. Especially the percy one cuz i was impressed by the sneak peak. Hopefully spy next door would be as hilarious as it was in the thriller.

So, after the movie, Nick, Yanping, Liwen and I went to Eigh8teen to have dinner. Was nice, enjoyed the meal, worth my $6.40.

Next, we went to the esplanade to catch the fireworks. Waited for 3 long hours, and finally it came. It was a magnificant sight, it was worth the wait. But after the show, it was chaos. Everyone trying to get out to get to raffles place. And all those fucking indian black immigrants that cant stop pushing, always pushing liwen, so wanna fucking punch them in the face. Okay, shall mind my language. Managed to get to raffles place MRT and the trains were operating till 2am, cool.

Sent liwen home and when i was waiting for a cab back, i saw 80. Suprised to see it cuz it was already 1am. I thought all bus services had ended. Sprinted to the bus stop and i managed to save alot of $$$. I took a cab back after i alighted from the bus and the fare was like $6.40! It was only a 10min ride. Imagine me taking a cab from alj LOL.

Anyway, happy new year folks.
Cheers

2009-12-28T00:03:00.004+08:00

It's been awhile since i blogged.

Spent 19th and 20th of dec at my family chalet, quite boring, nothing to do. Checked out a day earlier cuz my brother had to go to school the next morning. Actually wanted to invite some friends over to take over the last night, but since it was at the 11th hour, i decided to discard the idea.

My parents flew overseas to Thailand on Xmas, which was also Cindy Teo's bday. (sorry to those that i said was Maccua, mixed the trip up lol xD)

Invited Nick, Cx, Liwen, Yp and Des over to my place to celebrate xmas. Nick came earlier to prepare our xmas presents for our gf. Met liwen and yp at Sgoon interchange, we were late, and i got scolded by liwen): If only she knew why we late. Nvm, lol. We went to shop and safe to purchase cooking ingredients for dinner, then i went to collect our mango log cake, yuuummy!

Headed home, prepared to cook soup. Had fun cuz we were playing the chicken and all. Watched youtube, slacked awhile. At 6, we went to continue making dinner. Haha, we started too late and only managed to finish at 9pm. Cx came and brought his wii too. So we made sandwiches, salard, baked beans, chinese soup (VERY TASTY! you rock girl), sausages and pasta.

Look at Cx's right hand, LOL

Yummy eh?

After dinner, Cx cleaned up the dishes while the rest cleaned the kitchen. My brother played Wii. Then des came and had dinner. I cleaned up the dishes, pots too while the rest played wii. At 11, we cut the log cake and sang xmas songs lol. Yea, at arnd 12, liwen and yp went home, nick and i gave them their xmas present and sent them off. Liwen gave me a towel and chocolate! :D

Des, Cx, nick and my brother were playing cs when i got back. At arnd 1, my brother went to sleep. So we went to play Wii. Had alot of fun playing the American football and beach volleyball as well as the bumper car. We played till 4am i think and watched polly, a movie. But at 5am, all of us just went to bed. I woke up at arnd 1130 i guess, went to clean up the house cuz it was in a mess. My grandpa went, so i watched TV with him till 5 while the rest were in the room playing CS again. At around 5, everyone left, finally man cuz i was exhausted!

Went over to granny house for dinner, fell asleep there till 930 before going home. Exhausted it may be but the celebration was cool and fun(: and liwen soup rocks! Lol.

2009-12-16T01:26:00.002+08:00

Went out on Monday with liwen, nick and yanping to watch a movie called Couple Retreat. Hahahah, it was hilarious. Too bad YP and LW cant understand some parts, cant blame them ah ahahah. Love hugging Liwen lol, okay that's random.

Today went for soccer in the morning. Was on my way to SR when aaron called to say it was at sgoon CC, zz. So took a cab down with thira, cx and nick. Overall good game la, played till we're cooked. Nick came down to my place to shower. Then we watched football highlights and he played CS. Haha, you shld have seen his face when he panicked.

Envy is a sin. Dont compare cuz it'll make things complicated. No one is identical. Love yourself, love what you got cuz having what you got is better than having none.

2009-12-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday ran 3km with liwen, then shower and headed to caixin house for some Wii. Before departing school, i gave nick a wake-up call, lol, his response was hilarious! Liwen and I bought breakfast for them, 4 beancurds, 3 you tiao and 3 curry puff. We ended up not being able to finish it.

At Cai Xin house, played Wii. Quite fun la, but kept losing lol. Met Crystal, Caixin's dog, again. Saw her after her bath, cute lol. So the 4 of us went up to cx room to slack cuz it was hot in the living room. Played cards. Loads of laughter as we played heart attack, stress, speed and the Pig game. Cx dota, I played Cnc, Nick watched his movie, Liwen read her book. Liwen ended up falling asleep, sorry dear for not entertaining you ): But i tried and i ended up falling asleep too lol. It was a great day la (:

Today is my grandpa birthday so happy birthday to him! Had buffet dinner, and i ate only 2 servings lol, too little alrdy. Had ice cream cake and the adults played mahjong and i played cs 1.6 which i just dl-ed. Pretty fast download man(: Other then that nothing much.

Tip: To get big arms, do dips

2009-12-10T22:37:00.002+08:00

Not much today. Left home early to go to school to do some reading before meeting Caixin and Nick for lunch. I ended up reading quite a fair bit cuz they were very LATE. Haha, heck it though cuz we're free from education for now.

After lunch I continued reading Outliers. It's a very good book man. I personnally love the chapter on why Chinese are so good in math. Wanna know why? Go read the book!

Ran 10km today, actually wanted to race a pair cuz one was wearing a Stand Chart singlet. But he ended up walking and his partner ended up waiting for him. But it was due to the chasing that nick and I managed to pick up the pace. The inital pace is far too slow alrdy, was getting sick of it. Cx and nick better dont read this lol.

Back home now, quite bored. Looking forward to tml cuz running with liwen <3

2009-12-10T11:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went down to Kallang indoor pitch to play football. Not as enjoyable as playing in school because the pitch is plastic grass making it slippery for me cuz im wearing street soccer shoes, got no boots. Nonetheless there was laughter and all bah haha. Mr Nordin played too, lol.

After football, we washed up and had lunch at KFC, i had 3 piece chicken meal, yumm. After that, seven of us, Cai Xin, Clifford, Kenny, Latiff, Nicholas, Winson and I went to play lan. That was fun shotting here and there making all sorts of noise, especially Kenny -.- We played COD 4 and CS 1.6

Okay, got to go prepare for running later.

2009-12-09T00:40:00.003+08:00

Had a fanstastic day today.

Okay, hmm after exams i started playing command and conquer 3. Yea, i know it's a little late to play it now since it was out in 2007 and the 4th will be coming over soon i guess, but i love CnC so ya hahah. Still trying to get all those keys in and the campaign segment sure is boring! Playing skirmish against AI or online is so much better lol.

On the 2nd of Dec, wednesday, i went for an endoscope. It's like an op but they just stick a scope down my mouth into my stomach and another up my ass (ouch) into my large intenstine. The scope showed that im perfectly normal, yay! -.- waste money...
Before the scope was conducted, i had to be sedated. So there's this young nurse, i think she just joined the nursing workforce, she was supposed to sedated me by injecting a needle into my vein on my right hand. Guess what she said when she poked it in? " Eh, cant find the vein leh." I accidentally huh-ed out and she was like sorry sorry lol. She pulled the needle out and then a senior nurse said, " you should'nt pull the needle out." She replied, " oh ya hor!" And i was like OMG! Hahah, she apologised again and the other nurse took over. Sedated though the left man. The best thing is, once the medication is injected in, it was knocked out! However, the numbness wore off before the scope was completed and i feel the scope in my stomach and it really hurt. I think i can remember the nurses holding my down while they removed the scope. Lol, i ended up being the only one leaving the op room awake, the rest were snoring hahaha.

3rd to 5th i had class chalet. Had BBQ first, yea ate quite a bit but not enough though. Had movie marathon next and Wii session. Headed down for a stroll with liwen and i ended going pull ups and playing the limbo with kenny and chun kai, haha.

4th, had breakfast to Mac, hotcakes rocks man! I went out for medical again, this time was for blood checkup and im cleared alrdy, need not go back for any review yay! Dinner was at the food court, feast on noodles and a bowl of wanton, yum. Then we head back for Wii session and watched half of chicken little and red cliff. Clifford and CINDY NG really know how to snore man!

5th, woke up in the morning to have breakfast in the room. We bought breakfast the night before after dinnet at NTUC. After that it was pack up time and somehow we ended up playing will Al balls lol, it's painful man! So after playing it was home sweet home.

Today had track, ran 10km, wow sure is tiring. After that went for movie with liwen. We watched New Moon. Wa, super boring, i fell asleep for a moment during the show (oops). Haha, but it was a great day esp with her (;

2009-12-08T02:49:00.002+08:00

Yay! Exams over! Well, it was over like a week ago.

Hahaha, okay to be continued. Bed time.

2009-10-17T00:11:00.002+08:00

Tired, frustrated.

Not as productive as before.

Scared fail Gp.

Scared cannot get As for the rest.

Dont have that motivation to pull myself out of bed. Very tired.

Time is running out.

2009-07-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

Everyone is tired, I am tired, you are tired, what can we do? Perserve on of course, what can't kill us, only makes us stronger.

Very tired of studying today, so decided to write something and then go read some gp articles, hahaha..

Im very stressed up now. I feel like im in a pressure cooker and the pressure is going up. Im starting to feel like i don't know anything. Take econs for example, i used to think that my understanding of econs is pretty alright, but recently, i feel like i dont know alot. For the lecture, im very dissatisfied with mdm Saddia ( spelt wrong i think ). Her high speech and sudden loud voice is giving my headaches. Furthermore, the one time she came for econ tut, she shoot my ans alrdy. First time she opened her mouth, shoot my ans alrdy. It's okay though, can learn from her point of view, but to make it worst, she talk like as if scolding me for giving a wrong answer when im just trying to contribute when the others aint. It's very demoralising man and im writing too SLOWLY..

Chemistry is getting more difficult because topics are getting more integrated and even more memory work is required from us. Tutorials and Assignments are getting more 'chim'. At least there's Mr Goh. Wow, he sure is good man, no wonder come in SH alrdy. He's like an encyclopedia, learnt alot from him even during my 1st 1hour consultation with me. Stressed up with chem now because, i've got loads of yellow book qns waiting to be completed before prelims.

Math is ICU alrdy. The prelim papers are so difficult man, always getting stuck. ACJC, qns 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 all cannot do, might as well burn the entire book alrdy. Too make things worst, Mr lim said we're supposed to finish all the prelims paper before prelim come and there are two more vol, coming right up..

Phys and Gp, let's not talk about it.. I hope my phys will improve, been putting alot of effort into it.

Currently trying to push nick to study more by making him do 10 phy qns a day, but i guess he's procastinating since day 2 or 3 alrdy. And as for Caixin, you got a long way to prove my wrong man, and you know you do, jiayous.. My hand is aching after all the writing and my last finger hurts, because of all the rubbing with the surface of paper when i write. Oh well, gotta perserve right? ya, perserve.. if not, what else can i do?

2009-06-15T02:14:00.003+08:00

Went to kallang for football on wednesday (10 june), had loads of fun, too bad i injured my ankle during my first two games, ended up playing in pain for the entire day. Sadly, no goals, didnt play well, hahaha. After that headed to KFC for dinner, yea had fizzy drink that evening. Went to play lan. Played battlefield first, killed a few, died a few, first time playing lol. Desmond was a pain in the arse, quite killing me and nick, but i had my fair share. I think the worst would be des swimming all the way from his base to mine and BS me! WTF la lol. He ended using our tanks against us, and i spawned right next to him. Luckily he didnt see me, so i hopped onto the other tank and we both exchanged shots, hilarious incident that was. After that was CS 1.6, hahah nick got owned there. After that we played L4D, nick got addicted to it i think, CX was lucky to get tank during the last few matches. It was hell loads of fun during that 2 hours. After that went window shopping, and i saw a cool pair of tights! But it was like 150+, so ex la, but it seriously look nice.. Home sweet home after that.

Thursday, 11 June, went to play paintball. Hahaha, the seniors pwn man! We won all games and never lost once. I saved the hostage during the first game, but i think i played too quickly, cuz everything ended after 2mins. But can't blame me mah, i was getting shot at like free la. After we exited, found out that the heli took like 20 over shots and im in it?! Phew.. CX won the next game by planting the flag lol. I took a shot to my shoulder, wow it stings man! Shortly after that i got headshot by joel, ouch! Lol, at least i got a cone. Didnt play in the 3rd game cuz we lacked paintball so only nick, cx and joekiem played, and yupp they won again. Funny ending though, the opponents finished all their rounds so they couldn't shoot them anymore, lol.

Friday, 12 June. Got my results for econs back, well what do you know, a S-grade. Sian, should have put in effort to study harder for econs. Guess i was over confident uh? Did really badly this time round for econs, a real big disappointment. Screwed an entire essay and DRQ up cuz i didnt read carefully and i guess i lack the stamina. First time doing 3 essays and 2 DRQ in a whole, sure so tiring. Couldn't think clear and precisely throughout the entire paper. Oh well, prelims, im sure gonna get that B or A grade alrdy.

Hopefully bah, cuz i had the same experience in sec 4, where i got the lowest in CA1 and somehow got the highest for mid years, lol. A big fluctuation.

Anyways, celebrated my 18th birthday on 13 june. Yay, happy birthday to me. hahaha...

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR WISHES AND GIFTS.

Not much though, spent the day in school doing my homework. Can't really study though and ended up not doing much, somehow i felt tired then. Hahah, ended up sleeping in the study too, and i even made my own bed. Liwen played happy birthday on the piano for me too, so sweet of you love, thank you <3

Went back in the evening for dinner yea. My mum's side were all on time, actually they came early and we had dinner tgt. Only after blowing cake ( 1hr after dinner ), then my dad's side came, first time people late to celebrate hahaha. Yea, had ice cream cake, watched TV, played com and slept like a log. Got a few gifts too, erm.. Two red nike shirt, a labtop cooler, a piggy bank and a new phone from my aunties, uncle, brother and parents respectively. Liwen got me a new wallet :D Haha, and some other stuff. Only you and I know (:

It's not much, but it's enough.

Goodnights.

2009-06-02T23:36:00.003+08:00

Exams finished about a week ago and the holidays just started yesterday haha, the long waited break from school is finally here. Although it's a break from lessons, but there's tons of assignments to be completed during the holidays, DANG..

Congrats to liwen dear (: You got 4th for your tkd compeition, yea so proud of you, had to train so hard even during exams period. Your tkd friends sure are hyper and are such a chatterbox, never stopped talking one lol. Oh and Gaya, don't need to say one la lol.

Mid years was tough, i gotta admit it, especially chemistry, physics and econs. I hope i can pass all three of them and at least get a C for econs, dont wanna get kicked out from the enrichment program. Strangely, i kinda feel that it's really useful for me.

Been playing soccer and basketball recently. Wow, sure is tiring to play at such high intensity again, esp after not running for ages. So, the solution is back to track training haha. Wanted to start training today, but ended up going home to sleep cuz i was really dehydrated, exhausted and having a splitting headache. Sorry guys.

This holiday is gonna be quite jammed pack. Tues and Thurs are for training, lessons this week. Next week wed got soccer at cage, tues training, thursday got paintball shooting with track mates. There might be also another outing with nick, zu, but haven plan and haven announce, don't feel like organising alrdy hahaha. Oh, still got outingS with liwen, haha. 16th june got 4E4 BBQ cuz Korn's coming back (;
other than that, shld be study study study, and COD 4(when will it ever be ready)

Got back my math results today, overall C. Hmm not bad, so prelims, im gonna go for an A alrdy. Yea, gonna up the pace soon, hopefully by this week, still haven have enouf of slacking yet hahaha.

Currently hooked on poker face by lady gaga, don't know why but i find it very nice(:
Circle line rocks, haha okay that's random.

There're many fishes in the sea dude..

2009-05-24T01:22:00.002+08:00

2009-05-16T21:07:00.005+08:00

Okay, I'm here to revive this blog which belongs to a really lazy pork who is really lazy to update about his life.

I don't know what to blog anyway, so I'll just post a photo.

Sexy pose uh? Hahaha;

Goodbye. (:

Liwen :D

2009-04-27T00:24:00.004+08:00

Track Team 2009

Haha, mia for quite some time.

Finally, stepped down from track alrdy, competitions are all over. Time for me to get back on track with my studies.

On the 13th april had my first race, 800m at cck stadium. First time i went there and i got lost, ended up taking a cab there from yee tee MRT, wasted my money cuz i took the ride from the wrong side of the station. Anyways, i came in 10th for my heats with a timing of 2'17, dissappointing bah. I knew i could do better, just that the race group was very packed, can't open my strides. Didnt qualify for the finals, actually i was the first non-qualifier -.-

20th april, had the 4 x 400m rely. Awesome race i think. For once, all of us hit below 60sec for the rely. We were the underdogs as our heats involved SAJC, VJC, CJC and etc. We fought hard, and didnt come in last (: Nick did a 59, finally man! Our time was a 3'49. Nick ran it strong, Tak kin chased up the gap, I stretched it and Cai Xin felt the CJC runner eating his dusts as we smashed our previous PB of 3'55. Went out to eat then studied at subway over a sandwich meal, before going back home to rest my tired limbs.

It's the end yet as the next race was on 22nd of april. SR olympics 400m finals, race included 3 trackers and 2 soccer players. Woke up at 5am that morning, skipped breakfast and went down to school to prepare for the race at 6. Had little sleep and little energy and it did have affect my race. No strength, no nothing. So i had to settle for a silver with a hand time of 56.8 Caixin did a 54.9, sweet and CheeBeng did a 58s. A sweep for all 3 medals it was.

On KFC on thursday night, it sucks man. The burger made me wanna puke. Guess my body is rejecting fast foods alrdy. Well, that's a good thing (=

24th april, had 800m race. I timed my race wrongly, I thought I had it, until the last 100m when i lost everything. From first, i dropped to 3rd. It was a disappointing race once again.. For once, i really thought im gonna get my first gold medal, furthermore gold for my race for the nationals. I knew the odds were against me with Takkin around, but i really believed that i could do it. I know i can beat him. But during the last 100m, my entire body was burning in pain, i stiffened up and lost the strength to run, sigh..

In total,

2007:

4th for x-country (trophy)

3rd for tug-of-war (trophy)

2nd for 1500m (trophy)

2nd for 800m (medal)

2008:

3rd for long jump (medal)
2nd for 20 x 200m (medal)

2009:

3rd for 800m (medal)
2nd for 4 x 400m (medal)

2nd for 400m (medal)
But still, no Gold, when will it ever come man..

Okay, time for bed.. Im sick of been stuck with homework and looking for lost notes..

2009-04-12T23:00:00.002+08:00

Tml's the big day. Tml's the day that i've been training hard for. Tml's the day to show how much i've improved since 2007. Tml's my race day. Tml's my 800m. Tml i'll set my personal best. Tml i'll do my best to fight for a place in the finals.

No pain will slow me down tml. No tiredness will make me stop. No one will stop me from doing my best tml. Tml, i'll run till i get that latic acid build up like i had in my 400m. Tml, i'll follow the race pack for the first 400m. After that, i'll increase my pace and stride length, and no matter what, i'll sprint that last 100m like there's no tml. No pain, no glory.

Tml's 800m race is for Ms Koh, my first T&F coach. The coach that taught me the joy of running.

Tml's 800m race is for Mr Lim, my 2nd coach. The coach that made me run before 60sec for 400m.

Tml's 800m race is for cai xin, my sec & jc track mate. Im gonna scare you with my timing tml.

Tml's 800m race is for liwen, my love. The girl that's always supporting me from behind.

Tml's 800m race is for bowen track team. The first team that actually train hard and study hard tgt as a whole.

Tml's 800m race is for SR track team. The team that kept cheering me on when i race. The team that improved so much under Mr lim's guidance.

Tml's my race day. Tml i will run my race.

2009-04-06T23:01:00.002+08:00

Dearest love,

Thanks for being there for me like always.
Thanks for all those encouraging words that you've said.
And you know I'm always here for you.
No matter when and what time of the day.
You'll always be my pork! One and only. :D
Take care, I love you.
Happy one month. (:

Your silly girl (:

2009-03-29T20:42:00.004+08:00

This week sure is exhausting. Haven managed to get a proper break from running this entire week.

Had my 3km time trail on monday. I did a 10'45 for it. A good time i guess since i slowed down a little to push nicholas on, to run faster and I held back and didnt sprint the last 200m cuz I wanted to save up some energy for wed race. After my time trail, went over to help my class with cap's ball. One of our teams was champion of the A&B group and enter the last 16. Sadly the other failed to, all thanks to the stupid refs. They know no shit about cap ball man. Always contradicting themselves when ref-ing the game, cannot make correct and strong decisions, lack the initiative to blow the whistle and worst of all, they think we can do a substitution when we're still playing a match and think that there's no wrong in it. Screw the refs man, you all cannot make it.

Tuesday, didnt run much through. Just played cap ball again cuz the guys wanted to practice for their match later on. We played well and my knee started to hurt again. Eventually, we lost in the last 16, but S13, G-Double O- D - J-O-B to everyone, you did great. Hanged around the school and talked about everything with Caixin and Nicholas. Oh, and Caixin got a packet of M&Ns from Sssss-ta, i shall not elaborate here (:

Had the 50th National X-country on Wed. Caixin and I saw Ms koh, our ex coach. It was great to see her once again. I did a 19'52, a pathetic timing but i was not sadden. I dared not run fast cuz of my knee, I didnt want to injure it further. So my PB of 18'59 is still waiting to be broken bah. Strangely, when i was at my last 150m, i heard Ms Koh shouting at me to sprint. Suddenly, my legs just went faster and faster and i caught up with the TPJC runner in front of me. Wow, i think the 2 years that i've been training under her had made my mind somehow listen to what ever she says.

Thursday, had track training. Didnt do much though, just did a 4 x 400m rely and a 4 x 800m rely. Timings are 4.00min and 10.27min respectively. Got a feeling that i've broken the 60sec mark for my 400m.

Had touch rug on friday, got into the finals for it. Had a really cool touch down, think you're impressed by it righttt (;

Saturday, had GP lect and Econs lect. Sorry liwen, i didnt know Gp starts at 8'30am and had to make you take a cab down. I still owe you 7 bucks okay, remind me pls. Yea, went for lunch at somewhere, i forgot the name of the place. $6 for oven backed rice, and it sure was yummy. We headed for Gombak stadium for our 4 x 400m race. When warming up, I felt nothing, all blank. No fear, no reluctance to run, no fatigue but i felt no confidence, just relaxed. Nicholas started and did a 61s, he managed to shave off 2 more seconds! Tak kin managed to catch up with senk kang sec and CJC before passing the baton to me, he did a 58s. I burst, opening up my strides to 80%. I was determined to catch up by at least 30m and overtake the seng kang guy. I sprinted the 300m but ended the last 100m weak, sadly. But it was a strong and wicked timing of 56.8, my new personal best. Caixin ended the race with a time of 57s. In total, we did a 3.55 for SPH, we managed to shave off 5s from thurs and lacked the seniors by just 3sec, we're very close.

Today, i went out to study with liwen in the morning cuz if i didnt, she wouldnt have any lecture notes to use for her acid tut. Yea, managed to complete 1 more hw before heading off for Gombak again. Before our race started, I felt different from Saturday. I was in my spikes, the one that keeps coming off, I was in no mood to run cuz of it. It poured just before our race, was it was delyed to 5'30pm, before it resumed. I underperformed badly, I started weak. with no long strides, I let the NJC guy catch up with me. But I managed to hold him off. I did 2.21 ... Very disappointing timing, for some reason i was closed to tears when i learnt of my time. Tak Kin did a 2.10, that was what i wanted so badly, good job man. I told you that 800m is the right one for you. I don't know what's wrong, but I know some stuff are not in my favour. I cooled down before my race, I was hungry, had no energy and I had no one to chase. Despite all that, I think it still boils down to me. Darn it, nationals are coming, can i hit 2'03 by then man..

Common test results are back.
GP - E
Chem - B
Math - S
Econs - C
Physics - U
Total score is 43. Boy, I've got a long way to go..
Now, I've got so many seconds to shed off from 800m and tons of homework to prepre and so much to catch up and Im in need for new spikes, this really sucks.. and im tired, very.

2009-03-22T22:54:00.003+08:00

Okay, quite a number of stuff happened during this one week term break. I realised that i was in schoool practically everyday. Sian, talk about a break from school. hahaha.

Monday and Tuesday
Had lessons so yea, went back to school. Track training on tuesday, pain is so unbearable, so i decided to visit the medical clinic and have an acupuncture. Went for my sis's grandpa wake. Glad to see that you are alright and well.

Wednesday
was day 1 for track camp. But before heading down to school, i dropped by Caixin's place. Arrived late cuz i overslept and to make things worst, i have not packed my stuff for camp. But chill, there's still time. Went down to acu, and unfortunately, the earliest time which i can arrange for an appointment would be 12'30pm. Too late, so we let it pass. I realised my phone was still in caixin's place, and caixin forgot to bring cash along. So how? Go back lor, zzz. Took a cab back to his place, grab our staff and lazy caixin asked his dad to give us both a ride to school.

Headed to school and luckily we were on time. Went for dragon boating, wow, 100% fun and exhausting man. Had tans on my legs and arms cuz tak kin and i were wearing FBTs and i rolled up my sleve. Too bad we lost to the other half of the track team at the end of the day though. Had dinner and played night games. Actually i didnt play much cuz i was like the photographer. Games were fun like h20 and there's this lame game where a guy is supposed to say: If you love me, please smile or something like that and the girl is supposed to reply: I love you too, but i just can't smile.. Hahahah, dear, let's play this game (: you're gonna lose!

Thursday and Friday
Woke up at 5'30am to do the track vid, realised i've got many missing pics. Left in the morning for acupucture, so i missed games. Took 153 with liwen, long ride it was. Luckily i have dear to accompany me :D Acupucture was painful man, when the doc pocked the needle in, it was like AHHH! pain! Managed to ren throughout. Yupp, after 2-3 hours, headed back to school. Learnt that desmond dislocated his finger, ouch man! Hahaha, luckily he's fine and as noisy as ever. Spend training time and BBQ doing up the track video, so ya kinda missed out alot. Oh well, if i don't do the vid, who will uh? At about 12, went to shower with the guys and got ready for the night game. hahaha, i dressed up wearing the grim's mask, being the photo ghost. Yea man, scared the shit out of them! Joel, pris, you shld have seen your faces. Ran up and down scaring everyone and the mask is so stuffy. I ended sweating and had my entire shirt drenched in swear. Everything ended at arnd 5'30am. Fell asleep while doing the evaluation, sorry guys, im really too tired. Went home at around 7am, and tucked into bed at 8am. Slept to 8'30pm.

Saturday
Liwen and Ianson dropped by my place to do the GP project. Yea, i fell asleep on my bed halfway, oops. Thanks baby for packing my table(:

Sunday
My mum's flying to Amsterdam tonight. Have a safe trip mum.

Dear, thank you so much for being there when i needed you most. Thank you for being so patient and caring about how tired i was. And a big thank you for packing my table. To end this post off, i wanna say i love you <3

2009-03-16T23:20:00.002+08:00

It's kind of a sad day today. Not for me, but for those around me bah..

Jie, im really sorry to learn about the bad news. I'll try to come down tml evening if i could, if my training ends early, or something bah. I'll really try to come down tml. I just want you to know this:

God gives each and every one of us a life. Not to give us a chance to experience death, but a chance to experience the marvels of His creation. However, some do not realise that. That's why there's euthanasia and suicides going on, ending they life easily. But, there will be a handful that will push on hard, enduring all the pain, just so that they can breath on Earth, a beautiful place, for one more day. Your grandpa's a strong man. He went through alot of pain, alot of suffering, but don't feel sad because he's doing it just so that he can see what a beautiful granddaughter he has. Fel, he didnt give in to death, in stead he fought against it till the very end. I think that's what makes him a real role model, one that never gives up. Dont worry about where he's going. He aint going down to hell, with all those vapours of sulphur and with Hydes grinning from ear to ear. He's going up, to paradise, a place where he no longer feels pain, a place where he can find comfort, a place where he can watch you and guide you as you grow up.

Sis, study hard okay, don't get too distracted. You found yourself one more reason to become successful. God bless you and your grandpa.

Dear, stop feeling upset alrdy. I know you've been carrying guilt with you all day long. Just let it down. You didnt anger me, you didnt make me feel sad one bit alright. Mistakes makes us better as we can learn from them to become a better person. Mis-communications do happen alright, we gotta accept it, this way we can get to know each of us better. We just started, we got a long road to go, we've got a lot to learn. But im optimistic that one day we'll understand each other better, we'll know each other better and an even more loving couple we'll be :D Don't hold back whenever you're sad okay. When you wanna cry, just cry, when you wanna be sad, don't fake a smile. Let me comfort you, let me bring that smile back onto your face, cuz if i don't, what's the point of having a boyfriend like me right (:

I'll never be anger with you, cuz whenever i put myself in your shoes, i realise that whatever you're doing, it's either for me, or for the people around you, and for that i love you, dear.
Smile already okay? I miss my silly girl's smile.

2009-03-15T15:05:00.003+08:00

My knee's all better (:
Sadly, couldnt go for training yesterday. The knee was hurting very badly in the morning, but somehow it got better after bending it more often. So, i went out to bishan library to do abit of studing and at the same time grabbed rae's bday present and my dad's bday present with liwen. Yea, fell asleep at 8pm last night, on the sofa, didnt know i was so tired! Darn it, and i missed the Man-united match against Liverpool. 4-1, the red devils lost T.T Oh while, we'll still all alone up there and still on the road to 5 trophies :D

Yupp, woke up at 1'30pm today, felt super disorientated, it's been ages since i slept for so long. Things to do today, pack my monster table, it's too messy alrdy.. Okay, better start cracking.

Finally found it!

2009-03-13T23:23:00.003+08:00

30 minutes left before sleeping, so i guess i'll spend it wisely. haha.

Common tests are finally over! Didnt really prepare well, and yupp gonna get my just desserts soon. The only subject i've got confidence in would be Chem. Math and Phys are a gonner. Gp and Econs, very uncentain. Oh well, i'll pull up my socks for the mid years.

Track's back once again! Wednesday, went to bedok again, to do a trail 5km run. After that, went to marina for dinner with dear(: Sorry im an hour late, i shld have just taken the train. Nevertheless, thank you for spending wed night with me :D

Yesterday, went out study at singpost and alj library, with liwen again la okay (CINDY stop laughing -.-). Went for training again, wow luckily for the lightening warning, or else i'll would have died of heat exhaustion. Had 5km run, followed by 50m fard leks 100m fard leks for 2 rounds each. Followed by a 3km run. Then did 50m 70m 100m sprint training, twice. Wow, tiring man, high intensity. Blister started to peel again, so i took off my racers and ran barefooted for the last klick of the 5km and 3km.

Today, woke up at 6am i think, went for a morning run of 5km with winson, ck, ks, yp, and liwen(: and ended it with bball. yupp yupp, lazy elaborate on school. Went for 10km milage today, and my right knee is really hurting..
Called Ms Koh just now, she said i had too much high intensity and given that my left leg is weaker than my right, all weight is actually put onto my right leg. So, high intensity + many training days + more weight emphasis on right leg = having a right knee that's failing me now ):
Furthermore, she said it could be due to me running barefooted yesterday, damn..
I can't run fast, I'm scared I can't train, I hope I can endure the pain tml. It's just 2 hours tml, I can make it!

Okay, rest time, goooooodnights.

Dear, stop worrying, i'll be fine. You ain't pretty when you frown.

2009-03-08T18:34:00.002+08:00

Term 1 is gonna be over soon. Common test is just next week, good luck everyone! Celebrating Dad's birthday today, so happy birthday Dad (:

I dont feel right for CT, I dont feel ready, the peak that i felt for maths during promos aint there, hmm.. I might flunk, i might not, it doesnt matter much to me though, cuz it's just the beginning, i'll just take this CT as a wake up call to study harder next time bah.

Got back my A level chinese results, i passed with an 'E'. Although it's just an E, but i passed! All of S20'08 passed their MT, so congrats all. Those that arn't satisfied about their results, dont be sad, think through whether you wanna retake.

Okay, this is for you, that night, when you held my hand and nodded to indicate a 'yes', I was over the moon. I was the happiest man alive that moment <3 Baby, don't be sad over your MT results, no matter what i'm always rooting you on okay. Jiayous for your CT, do your best okay, i dont expect anything from you, except your 100% effort to do well, dont give up okay. We'll make it pass CT, Mid year, Prelims, Pre-A and A levels , you and i together.

I love you, dear(:

2009-03-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

Finally played soccer today, felt so shoik! Okay, that's not the point. The point is i clocked over 15klick of training today:D
-400m x 9, avg time of 1'20 per set (was supposed to 10 sets, but thanks to the lighting, i cant do the last set)
-8km milage
-4km for 100km challenge
Oh, i completed 100k alrdy! Excluding the 100 over kilometres i didnt clock last year. So congrats to me(: I love running.

Strangely, I've lost interest in my studies alrdy. Everything seems so foreign, i dont understand alot of what's being taught now. Also, im tired of studying late, mugging hard alrdy. I had a feel of it last year during promos arldy, and im scared of it. Furthermore, nationals are coming, i wanna get into 800m finals, and to do that i've gotta train harder and train more. So now, whenever i come to school, it's all about track. common test, im so gonna fail you.

A level results out, my chinese result will be out, im worried. What if i really fail, sign*.. Gotta finish my dinner bah.

i like to play with your fingers, take long bus rides with you, simply to be with you whenever possible(:

2009-03-03T22:14:00.003+08:00

Had my napfa and time trails today!

Pull ups - 11
+Shutter run - 9.6sec
+Sit ups - 45
+Standing Broad jump - 250cm
+Sit and Reach - 50cm
+2.4km - 9'30
= 30 marks = Iron man = on par with Tak kin and Cai Xin. YAY MAN! :D im a happy kiddo.

Now, for the time trails, I participated in 800m only. First round, felt very relaxed, happy go lucky, did 1'10. Second round, still happy go lucky, my mind told myself to burst burst BURST! But my body was reluctant to, ended up increasing pace only at the last 150m. Thanks Thomas for pacing the last 400m with me. Time was 2'22. Haha, very slow, but what can you expect from someone with 2 blisters, not warmed up, tired cuz of napfa running in a cold weather? Still that means im 17 seconds off from my target timing. Mr Lim issued me my training today. In order to improve my 800m, I've gotta do 400m x 10, cuz i lack the speed to burst the last 400m. From now onwards, im gonna do that every saturday. I wanna go faster, cuz I wanna get into finals, I wanna win a medal from the nationals and cuz i promised you.
I will prove to you how much your words mean to me(:

2'05, here i come!

2009-02-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

Survived yet another week again :D but exhausted as usual. Work piling up, it never ends do they. Oh, and i finally recovered fully, so two thumbs up.

Finally cleared some of my doubts in chem and econs, left phy bah. Mr Nordin, you're my last hope alrdy. Congrats to CX for 30 points, iron man la you(: Im next!

Training's very tiring now, fatigue again. Went bedok train, left leg no str to run, i dont know.. Maybe it's my mind telling me that my left leg is weak, hmm..

Okay, bed time.. Im sick of stoning.
you were on my mind the whole time, the whole 5km

2009-02-22T13:17:00.002+08:00

Found out my Wing's timing, 19'09. Very jialet. Disappointed with my timing. I could have done alot better, gotta train harder. Managed to clock 5'57 for 1.6km, so kind of confident to break the 9min barrier for 2.4 for NAPFA. Cant really remember much alrdy.

Got hit badly by severe stomach flu or food poisoning, i dont know which on friday night. It was so painful that i couldnt get to sleep, was up all night trying to endure the pain. Woke up this yesterday feeling all weak and giddy, can't even get off the bed myself, needed my mum to help me. On the way to the Doc, vomitted very badly, but felt better after it. Doc said I've got some food poisoning or stomach flu caused by some virus. Gave me a painkiller jab, and yeah, for once the pain subsided. Went back home to continue sleeping, cuz i was still feeling all weak and giggy. Rested well till 12 before waking up cuz the pain was back again. It was getting more painful and painful. I kept punching the wall, thinking it'll get rid of the pain. I kept groaning in pain, hoping God will relieve all these. Feeling much better now, gained abit of strength back now. The pain is almost gone, finally..

Im sorry to worry you sick, you deserve none of these.

2009-02-22T12:27:00.006+08:00

Orientation with 1S01

Wings Competition 2009

2009-02-15T23:42:00.003+08:00

okay, time out. Im going bonkers, there's so much work to clear. Got loads to share hahah.

Orientation is finally over! I had a really really really great time with 1s01, Kim and Tingyi. All of you rocks! It was a great experience being an OGL, being able to interact with the freshies and playing some of the games. Im very proud of 1S01, initially they were just a quiet bunch of 16 year old kids. 5 girls, 14 guys, all quiet quiet one, hardly talking on the first day. But it all ended during the amazing race, when i taught them the radio cheer. Turn on the radio, what do you hear? Pegasus Pegasus, LOUD & CLEAR! hahahah, their response was really loud and clear. I felt a great sense of achievement after that response, so great that I can't stop grinning ((:

To make it better, it's only day 1! For the rest of the orientations, we just bonded more. Some really had a total 180 change like Xuyun. He was so quiet on day 1, but eventually ended with a boom and elmo! lol, good job dude! Thanks david, sean, cassandra and the rest for helping to hype up the class. I appreciate your lending hands.

Definitely not excluding kim and tingyi and the other OGLs, all of you were great. The 'Ai zai' cheer really rocks haha. When cetus won, i felt sad. Not because im not a cetus ogl, but because pegasus lost. Really felt that 1S01 and the rest of pegasus deserved to win it. Still, 1S01, you're always what the duck said during the station games: The best CG ever.

Valentine's day was spent to bedok. Had wings competition. Met up CX and TK at kovan, before cabbing down to Bedok MRT. Lol, 1 hour late i think. Had lunch and went to TP to sleep for awhile. Was very nervous, had butterflies in my stomach before the race. The race started to 4'30, hahha and i saw the super steep slope. It was so shocking that i exclaimed 'Oh my God' and Tak Kin heard it, ooops. Yea, i performed badly, coming in fourth in the team, think time was about 18/19min plus. Sigh, i want to a better time on march the 23rd. Hopefully below 17, and i think it's highly possible(: Celebrated valentine's at Subway. Although it was simple, but it really was great. You never fail to make me smile :D home sweet home after 1 foot and 6inch of sandwich.

Headed down to Bedok yesterday, to return liwen her books, thanks alot leh, really. And you ah, pls get well soon, and open your eyes big big next time. Searched high and low for the stupid phy tys, just to no avail. siannn. Okay, study spa ):

Photos coming up in the next post

Thanks for...
listening to my complains, helping me with school works, all your notes, your endless encouragement, your strong belief in me doing well for competition, nagging me to sleep early, your honey water, chocolates, sweets, pink pig, and loads more. Thank you.

2009-02-08T23:13:00.004+08:00

Been studying for the whole day, clearing as much homework as possible. Oh boy, it sure is boring. My hair is short once again, had it cut ahahha. I've decided, i wanna a 2'03 for 800m, this way i can fight for the top positions. since this is what you want(:

chemistry is difficult, maths is frustrating, econs is confusing, physics is alien, GP is... I cant even describe it .. this Sucks ):
Oh well, cant wait for tml (:

One minute and the earth begins to shake

Two minutes and my hearts begins to break

Another minute and she makes me feel brand new

That's just three minutes with you

Four minutes and she's everything I see

Five minutes and she's where I wanna be

Another minute everything just feels so new

That's just six minutes with you

Six minutes

2009-02-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

Red Cliff sure was awesome!

Finished watching it on yesterday. It was my last day with E2, oh boy ): Nvm just hope the next batch will be much better. Nothing much though, just more running again haha, did 7km to end the day.

Went to school at around 9am. Couldnt wake up at 6'30 or else i would have done my sets training. Nvm then, made it up with 10km just now :D Running at night sure is cooling man! Had OGL meetings, mass walk up rehearsals. And, I'VE GOT ASSIGNED TO 1S01! OMG! 4 H2 class. Pls pls no nerd no nerds! hahahah, even so, i dont really care so as long as they are enthu next week. Yupp, had the usual studying session, then headed to kovan to get my stationaries. Alright back to work.
My knee hurts..

Brothers Through Thick and Thin

2009-02-05T23:09:00.004+08:00

Currently a friday night, exhausted as usual, but im happy! hahha. Been waking at 5'40am everyday to prepare for school cuz OGLs gotta report at 6'50am. It sure was tiring. Thanks Rachel! None of your calls failed to wake me up.

Didnt have training on tues cuz gotta settle the track funds. Boy, it sure was tiring doing the accounts, calculating, making assumptions about the whereabouts of the fundings. Got back my econs test today, wow, i wasnt one bit expecting to see wad i saw. 14/25, with my graph in part a instead of part b. Watched the first half of red cliff today, wow, it was awesome!

I missed quite a number of lessons on Wed during the OGL. Hahahaha, had college dance, cheers and the school anthem that day, sure was fun. Luckily i didnt develop a major sorethroat. Got back my chem test marks, i failed): 6.5/15, siannnn. Almost fell asleep during Gp tutorial. Man, i dont wanna sit alone anymore..

Today was such an awesome day! Had abs training during PE lessons. hahha, it sure was challenging, so i wanna do it again. People out there, another way to get nice abs is to go for long runs. Burn those fats that are covering your muscles! Had my Gp test today, didnt treated it like a test, becuz we were like chatting and doing the test at the same time. Due to time contrains, we only had 1hour to complete the test, siannn i think im gonna fail it too. I lack soild points. Also got back my physics. hahha 4 marks, steady my lucky number for this year. After physics, was CT period. It was a boring session until the P ordered the sarawak people to stand up and perform the college dance. LOL they got one of the parts wrong la! Nonetheless, two thumbs to all of you, especially OKS, who had the previledge to stand with the P himself. OGLs should have done it, hahaha. Next up was the teachers and students. Mr Nordin and Cai Xin, Mr Ang and Sheryl were the few pairs that danced. It was a hilarous performance. Lastly, it turned epic, the entire college was dancing, how cool can that be, lol. Everyone dancing to the same, laughing, smiling, having the time of their life. Yupp, after all those dancing, gotta head to library for Math test. Got a 15/20, not satisfied with it. I could have done better though. Thank you liwen for buying me lunch and keeping my stuff in the lockers. Really appreciate your effort(:

Training today was simple, 3km x 3, have timings. I ran a 11'58, 11'34, 11'05. It was 2mins faster than the previous training. Super happy with my timings, but still, i wanna go FASTER (:

To you who folded my nike shirt
and placed it back in the locker,
saw you fell today during training
Do take care alright(:

2009-02-02T17:56:00.003+08:00

Today's a disappointing day. Had to wake up at 5am to study for chem test. Managed to wake up, but some how fell back asleep, luckily got woken up by rachel's morning call at 5'40 or else i'll be late for OGL. Thanks ct rep (:

Reported at 6'55am, thought everyone will be late or something, end up mostly all on time, wow, OGLs sure are enthu. Yea, this time i've got thrown to E5 cuz yy was alone with her group. Met, the freshmens, haha.. sian faces as usual. Saw a couple of bowenians too, Ernest, Serene, Lousis, and some others. After morning assembly went for class, and came out again at 11 for orientation. Initially i had to take E5 alone, but some how florence (or is it florance?) was left out, so she tagged along my group. Brought them around, told them about the facilities blah blah blah, super boring for the freshmen. Why? Cuz i was bored too -.- Had some interaction time, hahah, kinda scared them when i told them about the expectations of JC life.

Went for chem spa at 2pm, by then super tired alrdy and i hardly studied for my chem test. Tried to quickly finish the experiment, but ended up being behind time, sian.. So the Chem test how? Flunk lor.. Stunned for the first 2 mins when i saw the test paper. Lost quite a handful of marks due to carelessness, stupid me. Cant do some, super sian. Sigh, i know i could have done every single one lor, i know wad was going on during the reactions but i just cant seem to write it out again. Another stupid mental block for chemistry.. My 4th alrdy la. First - mid yrs, second - chem equili lecture test, third - promo, now this! Gotta buck up, pull up my socks, or i'll never keep up with J2's pace..

Now, even aspire 2 and my fan is making fun of me -.- Cant gain entry into aspire 2, fan broke down, cant find a replacement for it and it's so darn hot now.

Sigh, what's wrong with Mondays.

2009-02-01T03:44:00.002+08:00

Good morning everyone,
Tiring week it had been once again. Tutorials, lectures, blah blah, the usual. Homeworks are piling up as usual. Wonder when will I ever have a chance to say ' I've got no homework today! ' Hmm, guess it's never. Tests are back once again. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, all test, test test test. Stress man..

Been running everyday since Wednesday.
Wed- 5km,
Thurs- time trails, 3km,
Friday - 5km x 2
Sat - 400m x 5

Yea, kinda satisfied, so Im not gonna run later hhaha, sorry hoonsiang.
I did a 1'02 for 400m, i dont know if it's accurate or not, but it's quite an encouraging timing even though people are doing 52 for nationals. With this timing, doing well for 800m is possible. Guess i'll just push harder doing training and put on more muscle mass, 7kg to go! Pls Pls, i wanna get into 800m finals..

Hmm wad else, oh. OGL meeting on friday. Arrived late for it, oops. Got the excuse timetable for S13, and wow, gonna miss quite alot, DANG. Esp 10 Feb and 12 Feb, gonna miss almost the whole day of school. Furthermore, gotta report in school at 6.50am for the next two weeks. Do wad? Get those freshmen to sit down lor -.- Had another OGL meeting just now in the morning, quite alright bah. Learnt a new cheer, the radio cheer! Quite nice hahaha. Turn on the radio, what do you hear? Pegasus pegasus loud and clear.

Also, it's official im the next assit ct rep. No comments about it though, hah. Except, so sorry liwen, you gotta take over my chem rep posting. Didnt expect you to become the next one.

Time for bed, ciao!

Lift higher, Stretch Further, Go Faster. This way, I'll be better.

2009-01-28T00:56:00.002+08:00

Last day of the Holidays, well actually it didnt really felt like a holiday.
Kinda completed my homework, if i don't include GP that is. Darn, Gp sure is difficult, i think i might consider having tuition for it =x

When to ShuGong's house this afternoon, boy, their house sure is big! Hahaha, chatted with Esther (or is it Ester) about Poly and Jc life yea. Found out she was from SJC, wow smart girl. Found out she's oso the same age as me! hahaha.. But too bad, i had to go home at around 4pm i guess, or else we could have talked about everything for ages? That's what you get from only talking to each other once a year. Yea nothing much alrdy, except for homework, homework, homework ): Oh and Yu sheng again, lol.

Last night, i had the freakest experience ever.. I think i saw a ghost! It was some white mist that zoom pass my chair and went to the back of my labtop between 12 to 1am. I was on MSN and upon seeing it, waaaa, it sent shivers up and down my spine! Really freaked me out.. Couldnt sleep, so how? Spent my time talking on the phone lor. Hahaha, talked till 5am, knocked out, too tired. 5am sia, new record somemore, hahha. Thanks, liwen for accompanying me(:

Dear God, I've sinned before, but I hope Thee will give me Thou blessings

2009-01-26T21:34:00.010+08:00

年初一

Had an enjoyable and exhausting day(= Struggled to climb out of bed at around 8am i guess? Went to the temple, prayed, received my blessings, then headed to grandma's place. Temple is at Joo st, has anyone visited it?

At grandma's place, received lots of any pow! :D from aunts, uncles, etc. Haha, next stop, clementi to visit my grandpa, once again, lots more any pow, wheee!

Returned back to grandma's place for lunch and a wonderful nap there too, the air condition was fantastic! At around 3pm, had to wake up because guests just arrived. Wa, for once the living room full sia. Everyone was like wishing, shaking hands, here and there. I was like trying to open my eyes, rubbing my eyes, looking like a sotong here and there. Everyone shook my hand, wished me, gave me red packets, and I was going: ' huh?? ohh, thank you.. ' Super blur la.

Next stop, Bedok, visited a korean relative, received more any pows again! This time, i was munching everything when i was there. Peanut cookies are awesome! Much better than pineapple tarts and love letters. Too bad, i think im gonna have a sore throat soon): Watched tv, and saw the korean baby, he's so cute :D

Next stop, right in front of labtop, stoning away. Quite bored, watched happy tree friends, lol the vids sure are sick. Guess i've gotta get cracking on homework, but no mood la.. Who can study with my tml morning? 8am to 12 noon.

Oh btw, im vegetarian today(; no pork at all. And a lizard scared the crap out of me last night. Was hungry and decided to peek into the box of banana cakes, end up a lizard jumped out, landed on my feet. Not really knowing what it was, i just kicked, yupp and there it goes, so sooorry. hahaha

They say my lucky number is 4. Hmmmm, wonder if i'll get 4 for my econs essay..

2009-01-25T20:51:00.007+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year all!

Reunion dinner was a blast!

13 dishes, 26 plates, 22 members, top that man :D

After today's dinner, kinda reflected about the past.

Thought about my 2nd uncle. Still remember i called him Father Alien LOL, for God knows what reason. He was a great uncle, someone i always played with during gatherings. Last year, he got hit by a stroke ): Lost his ability to walk, etc etc. But now he's all much better. I thank God for his recovery.

My grandma, she's turning 80 this year, wow. Really appreciated her cooking, which fed 5 sons and 2 daughters i think? And many many daughter in-laws and many many grandchildren. She's been cooking my meals since i was eerrrr, Born? And she's still doing it(: Now, she's greying. After cooking dinner, she usually skips it, cuz she's too tired to eat.. God, pls grant her good health and happiness.

Actually, God bless everyone! :D

for this fact i rather it stays friction for now

but if i reached out my hand, would you take it?

2009-01-23T22:25:00.005+08:00

And once again, survived another week(=

JC2 is seriously stressful, busy busy busy. Loads of work to clear, tons of test to study for. Think im gonna fail econs and phy badly, big time! Oh well, for success, first comes failure. Been trying to cultivate a 'sleep early, wake up early' habit, but ahhaha CMI. I need an hour to climb out of bed.

Track trainings getting tougher but love it man! Timings been improving(= from an avg 13.30 to a 13 flat now. 30 secs in 2days, yay man! Caixin told me i could try out 200m cuz of my speed, being thinking about it. Cant make a decision, i need someone experienced to enlighten me, haha. What an irony it will be, a X country runner doing 200m.

Today CNY celebration was a blast! enjoy parts of it. Liwen, Issac, Yanping, Andy and all the other performancers, two thumbs for you! And and, malays are zai sia! hahaha, Shaa and Latif won prizes by answering chinese new year questions, esp Shaa who had to ans in chinese man. Played soccer after celebration. Scored two, assisted one, all beautiful crafted by the #7 hahahah. It's super cool la, to score by rolling the ball across the goal line. After that went for lijiang lunch which was on Miss Woo :D hahah. Had 4 pizzas and loads more, followed by photo sharing. It really brings back memories of China. I miss the chill and the KIDS!

That's all, ciao~~

2009-01-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

Monday is today, today is Monday. Monday has monday blues, now there's monday woes. It's only day one and i'm alrdy flatten.

It's gonna be a tough week ahead with many tests and assignments due. Furthermore, all my extra breaks are taken up for lessons and still it's not enouf. Thanks to dumb chinese, i've gotta do make up chem prac, when the rest of s13 can enjoy an early trip home. Darn it, this life sucks.

Missed my bus home today, 136 driver clearly saw all of us waiting for him to pull over, and he took the liberty to ignore us and simply drove of. Maybe cuz we didnt flag for him, but it's so obvious we were waiting for him, zzz.

Thanks Rae and Liwen for helping me complete my notes.
okay break times up, back to work.

Im tired, i wanna sleep.
Your shoulder is where i long to rest on

2009-01-18T16:04:00.006+08:00

It's been such a tiring week. Just too tiring alrdy.

TRACK'S training resumed once again. This time, im giving my 101% committment. I wanna go faster, I wanna last longer, I wanna be fitter. I've gotta get that running addiction back again. On thursday, was shocked that i got less than 80% for my CCA! Worried shit, but luckily it was resolved on the next day, by claiming the dates from GCE meetings. Had terrible and painful cramps on my calfs last training. Both my right and left calfs stiffened badly, so badly that when i tried to take a step forward, it felt like something just shot my leg, lost balance and fell back backwards. I was just 40m away from completing my training ):

SCHOOL work sucks now. Got tons of stuff to do, and i've only completed one. Tried waking up yesterday at 3 to clear some, ended up waking up at 6.30 cuz of OGL camp. Tired waking up at 4am this morning, yupp, managed to wake up at 4, but it's pm.. There's so much to do, so little time.

OGL camp was fantastic! Had lots of fun these two days. Playing animal sounds, yueying and i were like going kukuku kukuku, trying to imitate a rooster's sound. Oso had college dance, hahaha with lilin i think. Everyone says i don't need to hold your hand, but hold your ears cuz im too tall, so sorry =,= Shuxian kept giving the cetus's 'who leads the war front' cheer whenever we run into cetus, to provoke them. Being a loyal cetus member, i've never taken part in it, hahahaha. Had lots of fun too at other games like the blindfold game and must use chopstick to pick up the marble thingy, yea yea that game. Yea and everything ended and i've got a sorethroat and thoughts of homework returned, DANG!

THIS year is gonna be difficult, maybe the most challenging year in my entire life. So how? bring on the challenge then..

Never make a woman shed a tear, for that is the sinnest thing a man can ever commit

2009-01-14T23:51:00.006+08:00

Today is Wednesday, 3rd day of school, and im dead exhausted alrdy):

Yesterday was tuesday. Had my height taken, 179 people! i grew! hahahhaha. Training was short, just a 5km run, had a not so okay timing, kinda expected it cuz i've not been running for ages. X-country, next month, target >19mins. Stayed up till 2am last night, had to help Jie with her HR essay, can't let her die right. Don't forget to do homework again hor, you nut head! =.= lols.

Today, like no life eh, too tired alrdy. But i survived(:
Came across a Blog that i shouldnt have read. I lasted well for 6months, but fuck, those memories are back again..zzzz

Back to Econs.

Eileen,
you're one girl
i shouldnt have loved at all.

2009-01-12T22:55:00.004+08:00

Day 1 of school is b-o-r-i-n-g. Except for that stupid locker incident, thanks Rachel =.=

Spent the evening at Braddel CC, on form today eh!
Played 2 games, scored 4. Game 1 - 3 goals, won. Game 2 - 1 goal, lost.
Im satisfied(:

Man United 3 - Chelsea 0

Glory Glory Man United,

Glory Glory Nemanja Vidic!

Click for Highlights

2009-01-11T22:33:00.003+08:00

Less than 9.5hours to go till spot check in School ahhhh!

Hair, checked, it's short=.=
Homework, yupp more or less done, well more of less..
School bag, yupp it's ready!
Collar pin, well it's kinda missing, but got polo t.

So yupp! Im ready for school! :D

School's gonna start again, excited am i? Maybe, maybe not. Mugging life will be back, late nights studying once again, hours of sleep will start to shorten. Lectures, tutorials, tests, homeworks, assignments will pile up once again. But, i'll get to see everyone once again! Got free gym, got new track to run on and there's a new big shower gym. So yea, kinda looking forward to tml. Hahahah.

Goodbye slacking life, JC life is back!

The 1S20/08 Chalet

2009-01-08T21:29:00.007+08:00

Back from the chalet at long last, super exhausted today.
But it's all worth it! :D

Met up with Liwen and Winson before attending the BBQ on the first night. Got addicted to Wii there, and we were playing it around the clock. Now i'm suffering from major aches, hahah, serve me right.

Day 2 morning, we went to see the sunrise, but ended up missing it cuz we were like facing the wrong way? Lmao=.= lol, checked out the playground, had some childhood fun! But shortly after, had to ciao back home for school.

Took the train with Liwen, waa rush hour sia, super packed. Reached home, sleep sleep, eat eat, go school. Met up with Pegasus peeps and to my horror, they were so little so them. Still, had to get cracking or else I will miss out all the fun at the chalet.

Eventually the identities were done, and I'm at Pasir Ris! Sorry Liwen, forgot to get an identity for you, will try again during stock inspection. Hahaha, so back to Wii, cards once again. Played some card game about level 1 2 3 to 7 pig and then become char sew and I ended up being the Pork =.= lol. Spent the rest of the night playing Wii. Stayed up all the way till 4, 5am? Was chatting with Liwen until suddenly she went quiet (sleeping alrdy). So chatted with OKS instead, and i ended up falling asleep too, lol.

Last day, went out with ChunKai and OKS to buy breakfast, cycled all way to White Sands just to buy juice and bread, and now my butt hurts. Returned, Eat and i fell asleep once again, the girl's bed is super comfortable la. Though i kept waking up, i fell back asleep once again within seconds. Eventually crawled out of bed to play Wii and Winson came! Aaron, CK and I helped him get the hang of cycling and he got it. Good job Dude! Hahahaha, Liwen and Rachel you're next!

After packing up and jumping around on the beds, it's Home Sweet Home

Though we didnt do much, but we had one hell of a time! :D

Oh, sorry bro, didnt come for training. Went to bed at 11.30am and i overslept, only waking up at 2.30pm.

How do i do the spacing?

Happy Two Days old!

2009-01-05T22:05:00.003+08:00

Well, back to school once again!
But it's for OGL stuff, and it was a waste of time?
I see you, you see me, waa everybody happy! :D

Yea, and learnt about some CCA merger and all the lame reasons why
Dear God, what has commericalism done to the World..

Anyways, this week's gone be more hectic than i thought it would be..
Tuesday - Track Training and Class chalet BBQ
Wednesday - Class chalet and OGL meeting to prepare the identities
Thursday - Class Chalet and track training once again
Friday - Bowen CCA openhouse 2009, whhee..
Saturday - Boys' Brigade, gotta head back and hang out with the new kids
Sunday - It's the 7th day~

Our team makes other school teams look good
well, that's utter nonsense

Year 2009

2009-01-04T02:18:00.001+08:00

Well, it's a New Year right?

Why not something New?

Thanks for your help all (: